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i beg you…

KristinaMari No Comments

Please go away and leave us alone. I can not do this anymore.
Please, just admit that you don’t give a ** anymore, tell me to *** off and go enjoy your life.

I keep pretending that you care and that you’re right. I should just do what you say and things will be fine… but it’s too much, too hard. I can’t do it anymore. I am at the point where I wish I were dead. Where I’m actually believing I make everyone’s life hard, I make everyone miserable & it could be better for everyone if I just weren’t here. It’s not right, it’s not healthy and it’s not possible for me to continue accepting the very crappy actions you contine to commit — telling me I’m to blame..

I feel like crap — I feel as if you’re rubbing my face continuously in the fact that you don’t care anymore — not about me or anything I feel or think. I just can’t go on like this — I have always been there for you and if you’d have just stopped asking me to be…

I just .. ┬ánevermind — doesn’t matter

you don’t give a … anyway