it’s good that you know

it’s good that you know

KristinaMari No Comment

you can trust me and that I’ll always be there for you, but do you see something wrong with the fact that I can not even trust you to answer the phone? –  much less to be here when I’m dying inside – getting abandoned, left crying and alone daily… 

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if you’re happy there, wanting to have a great and wonderful life with here, that would be different — 
but you plan on me following you around the country – writing you inspiring letters while you’re working your butt off at bootcamp — on me continuing to be there for you in the future

so why?
why cause me to feel like a worthless piece of .. by leaving me for someone else everyday and not even for a nice or good person — It’s degrading to me, hurtful and devastating to me, every day for weeks now

I don’t know why this is the choice you’re making – it doesn’t seem right and doesn’t make sense
being there doesn’t help  — it’s making nothing better
so why are you there when even you know that’s not where you belong?

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