Hi– Sorry it’s been a real long time since I’ve written, but you’ve let things get a little crazy here lately and I haven’t had time to write. I’m not sure this time what I want to ask for, because my whole life’s sort of run away from me and I don’t know where it’s going to lead. I’m lost. Really lost, just sort of floating right now. I know that somehow everything will be okay, but I’m finding it very difficult to believe, especially from where I’m standing. It looks like a big, deep, horrible hole and I have no idea what I can do to make it better. Everybody wants something or wants me to do something and noe have any clue as to what it is I really want – honestly, I think even I’ve forgottn. I am sooo scared. I don’t know what’s happening or what will happen. I’m trying as hard as I think I can and I just keep losing ground. The debts and hardships keep getting larger while the good things and the hope and the wages get fewer and farther between. I don’t know what to do. I was going to ask for a lot of other things, but for now, I just want an idea. A little hope. Something that show that maybe everything will be okay, somehow.