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you have… | no. 1

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I realized

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yesterday just how lucky I am
you have such a good heart, you amaze me sometimes with our understanding and compassion, your self control, but mainly your love. It is more than I knew anyone could give me.
I know that a lot of times I may not earn you and all you’ve given me, but I know that I want to try to.
I want to never make you wonder or worry, or question —
but just to know that I am 100% unquestionably with you
and feel so lucky to be.

I am finally sure

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of myself and feeling good about just being me
knowing that I am doing what I am supposed to do
happy with myself

and you have to call me every 5 minutes to remind me what a horrible person I am and how much pain I’m causing you – All that you used to have and not appreciate that now you do not have

it’s not my fault that I have changed, I haven’t changed, I’ve found myself —
i have realized now all the things that were making me be like I was (not me)
and that they have to change

you are not bad, I care about you very much,
but I have found that I cannot be with you and still be me
& that is not acceptable

wow

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you are all that I believe I will ever need (seriously!) I learned more from you in one day than I have ever learned in my whole life and I cannot wait to keep learning more from you – from just experiencing life with you.
You are the most amazing person I have ever met and I seriously can not picture another time (ever :) ) that I would wish to fall asleep without looking up and you and smiling. First, just because a person like you exists and I am fortunate enough to have met you….
…I wanted someone, someone that would just know me & be as glad to be with me as I was to be with them, all I said to you yesterday (last night) – that I’m so lucky, I truly am, this is more than I had ever hoped for….

… now I know that wherever you are is where I would most like to be today, tomorrow, whenever & for once I don’t even need to question myself or judge it, but just know, be quiet & enjoy the ride

Thank you!

ok, well :)

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feeling restless and crazy — this kinda stinks and I think I’d rather be over it… sooo hmmm — I don’t know what to say — I want to know what I want to do and i think I do know, yet it’s really going to hurt him and I don’t want to do that.
I think about you so much, why is that — there are so many things not right, yet my mind lingers on the ‘right’ ones. You’ve touched me somehow.. a lot. and have made a real difference to me. Showed me how nice things can be, how not stressful a relationship can be without all the sacrifices I’ve had to make to make my current one work —
your eyes — mostly your lips — your touch — God, I look forward to more of you, although I know it’s not realistic or even long-term-ly possible — but I don’t know — I can’t be a grown-up about it — just gotta think of you and spending time with you — anyways :) — it’s dumb — you’ve said nothing to even insinuate that you are even close to the same — but hey:) it’s ok :)
You’re really good at ‘loving someone’ showing love and just being amazing to be with and I could enjoy that quality of yours forever –
I’ve never had it like that before and I’ve enjoyed every minute of it.
I do miss you, but would definitely prefer to “not” miss you :)
Bye sweetie, I look forward to anything :)

Accidentally thinking of you, as usual!

k

A Minor Bird

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[Dickenson]

I have wished a bird would fly away,
and not sing by my house all day;

Have clapped my hands at him from the door,
when it seemed as if I could bear no more.

The fault partly must’ve been in me
The bird was not to blame for his key.

and of course there must be something wrong
in wanting to silence any song.

you have… | no. 1

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to feel is to be

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to feel is to be

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it is the women of this world

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that hold it together

a woman is the
stability – focus- strength – stability – pressure and hope
for the men in her life

ray of light

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looking back [original art]

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to feel is to be [original art]

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crazy, sane

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the power within…

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just thinking…

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you say that
you care for me a lot, that you want me to be taken care of
you leave, and think only of reasons why you should stay
you stay, and think only of reasons why you should leave

i just had a thought…
Life can be miserable with anyone
look at our son,
he’s a terrible pain and causes immense trouble most of the time
yet, he’s adorable, sweet & an amazing gift
if we look at him only as a pain, how he makes things harder,
Yes, we’ll be miserable —
but if, instead,
we look at the joy, the laughter and the wonderful gifts he brings, we see that we are blessed.

I know, I too am a pain – trouble in your life
but I also bring great gifts — I don’t always show them, but I offer
unconditional love, an enduring desire, unending trust, support and joy

I would like you to look/think of me, to feel blessed, not weighed down & i will always do the same.